WOW!! What an emotional rollercoaster I’ve been on the last week. We arrived in Mexico last Friday, so it’s been almost a week since I’ve posted anything.
I literally think I’ve experienced every single feeling available to a human being. I have felt compassion, fear, love, happiness, contentment, faith, tiredness, excitement, and thinking I’m just CRAZY a few times.
Yesterday, however, was a day that marked my heart forever. On our way back from lunch, we were taken to some parts of the city that we’ve never been to. It was quite the eye opener. I’ve heard of “spiritual/demonic” presences being over certain places, but never quite as strongly as we experienced yesterday. We entered one area, where we attempted to take a couple pictures. We were told to lock our doors, roll up the windows, and put away the cameras. We were feasting our eyes on a HUGE piece of land, filled with stolen property, hurting people, drug addicts, ect. I was a little on edge being in that place.
I looked into the people’s eyes to find hurt, anger, and sin. There was such a strong demonic presence, I literally got sick to my stomach. Then, we went to another area, which we found out, is the WORST area in all of Neza (Mexico City). Again, all darkness, hatred, fear, witchcraft, and more. This is the place where the most murders and rapes occur in the whole country. However, in the midst of this, are children, running around without hope, and scared. They of course have learned to adapt, but it’s just not right. It isn’t just that they should be raised in an environment where everyday is a fight for survival, with no hope for any future at all.
We crossed from one street to the next, literally ONE block, and the oppression lifted. When we arrived in the office I sat and talked to a Chelsie and a guy from the church. Tears began to stream down my face, as I felt the need and the call.
I thought, as fearful as I just was…..praying for our safety, and hoping not to get hurt, this is the daily reality of fear for the people in this area. See, no one wants to risk their life to touch these hurting people, yet someone HAS TO, or it will never change. This is what it means to love. REAL love is willing to lay down your life, for the sake of other’s eternal life.
Then, last night at the church service, God broke me. I literally fell on my face and wept for this place. I looked around the church and saw faces, faces that all represent a story. In the same room there were ex-murderers, ex-prostitutes, drug dealers, yet, doctors, lawyers, poor, rich, government officlals…all worshipping the Jesus that has changed their life! Only God can do that!
It took, the pastors here, Alejandro, Norma, and Ricardo, taking a chance, moving to a dangerous city, where everyone else told them not to go. It took them, LOVING people, more than their own life. Every person on their staff has been held at gun point, had a vehicle or money stolen, or has been kidnapped for a short period of time. THEY HAVE PAID THE PRICE. Now, their city is changing.
I pray God will give me the same compassion for people, and same love that He has already showed me, to love His children!
There is a supernatural “click” that has happened in this place. Words can’t really explain.
I’ll fill everyone in on more of the “busines” details withing the next couple days. We have had meeting with the pastors here at Conquistando Fronters, the local pastors association, youth leaders, ect. We’ve been searching for statistics, stories, and video recording.
This COULD be THE place guys!! I’ll let you know soon! Crazy….just a month ago, I didn’t even know this part of Mexico City existed…. ONLY GOD!
Please keep praying for safety here in Mexico City. I’ll be returning to the US on Sunday.